The team's pursuit of free agent Mark Teixeira very likely would have ended the third baseman's career in Boston. With Teixeira at first base, Kevin Youkilis almost certainly would have moved to third with Lowell likely to be traded.

Lowell says he was hurt that Boston went after Teixeira, especially after Lowell rejected better contract offers to sign a three-year deal after the 2007 season to stay with the Red Sox.

He says it's only normal to feel let down but that his approach to the game and relationship with his teammates won't be affected.